The Pros and Cons of Self Destruction

Have you ever come to a point in your life that you want to die right away? or argue with your thought as to find the solution in every problem? well, i do. It's not a matter of quick thinking really. We have all the time to reflect, to see things in perspective. But are we sure of what we're thinking then?

There are a lot of interference in our life. Our self, a manifestation of light and darkness in the midst of every stroke we make in this mysterious world. Yes, it's really tough staying at a point where the least to expect is not an assurance in our will to accommodate. However, there are people who by mistake interprets their life as unknown or not fixed. These people are those who can hear but does not listen. Those who can see but never sees the real deal of it. Those who can speak but does not know how. Confusion is a game not to be tampered with, it's in our mind actually. Perhaps it is up to us and our will to create such notions of impending truth. Now, what is really in us that makes us formidable in every situation we are getting into?

We are what we are and we have our self to rely on. If we could just convince our self to see truth, then by all means the destruction is yet to come. In contrast, if we regard our self to the level of insanity and without intensive conformation, then consequences will rise and may provoke us to kill our self- being.

The pros and cons of self destruction are but a halfway nuisance in our life. It is not much of a choice but a conspiracy lay visible underneath our survival.